catriana: (fenris wtf)
I'm not even angry
I'm being so sincere right now
Even though you broke my heart and killed me
And tore it to pieces
And threw every piece into a fire
As they burned it hurt because I was so happy for you!

Almost done with half the book, it feels o u t s t a n d i n g to be back in a writing groove again. It really hurts to have all this drive and desire to write and yet nothing comes to mind or what does come to mind ends up feeling like shite to you.

Music helps too. I listen to a wide assortment of things from Panic!At the Disco, The Offspring, to Sade, Frederic Choplin, and Frankie Lymon and the Teenagers. Kittie helps me with my rage. Sometimes my characters get angry. It helps.

So at the moment it's 3am and I really should be asleep, instead I'm listening to the Scott Pilgrim vs the World Soundtrack and working on chapter 9 because sleep eluded me. I have the weirdest dreams, my mind tries to make solid connections of things that don't exist.

Ugh. Okay, I'm going to TRY and get some sleep again. Or something. FML.

Aperture Science:
We do what we must because we can
For the good of all of us
except for the ones who are dead

But there's no sense crying over every mistake
You just keep on trying 'till you run out of cake
And the science gets done and you make a neat gun
For the people who are still alive


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